Ahhh it feels like a day for writing, and my mind seems to be unwilling to commit to anything else.  So I will give it free reign and see what path it desires to take today.  Good Morning :)  I awoke this morning to cloudy skies and 50 degrees,  Mother Nature seems to be abit confused lately but I know that She knows what she is doing even if I cannot fathom her reasoning, so I will sit with my little heater under my desk while I write to keep my bare toes toasty.

We have moved and are in our new home.  3 weeks ago began the chaos of relocating and new beginnings.  As is often the case in my life, it came screaming along with hardly a stop for breathing.  The day we moved my cousin who had just got his license and a car and moved up here less than a week previously, was in a car accident.  Thank GOD he is ok.  At around 11 am he was heading back from the new house after delivering a load from the old when his rear tire blew just after he turned onto our hold road.  Luckily he was going quite slow having just turned, when he lost control and went into the ditch only feet from my house.  An apple tree came right through the front window and he escaped with only some cuts and bruises.  Looking at the car there was absolutely an angel protecting this one I love so much.  I am profoundly thankful.  One hour later we picked up the moving truck and began the arduous task of transferring our home.  No easy task when it was largely myself, Ian and my kids.  No matter, we did it. 
Around the same time I quit my job at the spa since my hours had been cut and the income didn't even pay my gas money to get there.  On top of that it was a terrible place to work and caused me great stress.  Chaos rolls down hill and with these changes brought to the forefront some financial issues I quite obviously need to look at within me.  The saying "If you want what you have always had, then do what you have always done"  is my jumping point.  Time to acknowledge my past financial beliefs and doings and make some changes.  it is high time and ripe for the growing of new avenues.  Funny how going a week without food filling the cupboard and fridge to keep everyone satisfied can bring up some areas needing healing. 

Now I sit in my happy little office, which for now is still and absent of the beautiful spirits I am fortunate enough to work with on their healing.  Networking, planning and advertising is the order of this week.  I must admit, I have lately had to look at the avenue I am on and question if I should continue with my office.  As many questions and doubts as I might have rolling around in my head, I still believe that changing directions would be like taking a wrong turn.  I am doing what I love, regardless of the frequency of the footsteps gracing my space and blessing me with the opportunity to serve and help others.  I refuse to believe that I have been thrust onto this particular journey to
walk away.  So from this day forward I jump on my sailing ship, raise the sails high and commit to seeing where the wind leads me as I adjust the sails to grab the momentum.  I need to remember always that I am here to be a lighthouse; and I cannot consciously turn off that light and close down that which I have been given as a gift to help others navigate the waters safely and clearly.  Maybe this lighthouse simply needs a new Fresnal lense and some brighter bulbs.  Construction is under way.

So today that is my journey and my thought meanderings and it feels ridiculously empowering to pt the words in writing.  I know that largely I write this to myself, but in doing that it is a reminder for me of why I do what I am blessed to do.  Absolutely to help and inspire others, but realizing that few will read it, more so to grab the wind and blow life into my own sails.  Blessings and love are sent to those who's eyes grace this page.  Remember Dear Ones.  YOU are enough, and there are people out there who genuinely care.  You are never alone.  <3