Monday, August 20, 2012

Dear God

Dear God,

I'm tired today.  Really really tired today.  The road has been pretty rocky and rough for awhile now and I am feeling a bit worn out.  The struts are shot and the shocks are gone and I am pushing on the brakes but they just go to the floor.  But it's ok, I can't complain.  Within the rough roads I have found some real jewels and beautiful views.  I have made some friends and learned alot...about the journey, the landscape and the weather.

What I really want to say is Thank you.  Nothing more, except maybe the brakes could use a look when you get a chance so maybe I could slow down abit and take in the view here and there without it all whizzing by me.  What I am thankful for is that no matter what potholes I hit I still get to help people and that is a gift.  I know you send some people to intercept my path and I stop whenever I can and share what you've taught me.  I know that I am not alone as I ride along, (oh psssst, my map seems abit outdated and is missing clear lines for me to follow).  Maybe I just need new glasses so i can read it better.  Anyway, the other day a beautiful lady told me she saw an angel hugging me while I was helping another.  Now, I know they are always around me and that is why I have gotten through the washed out roads the way I did, but Thank you for the reminder that there are some who can share what they see with me and give me the assurance that they are still there.  It is pretty comforting so without asking for anything, I just wanted to say Thank you, and that I know you are near too.  I love you and I am glad you love me enough to let me get lost here and there and hit some bumps.  Pretty incredible really, because I have that fear of getting lost, but I always seem to find my way back onto my path.

Love, Me

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Today was an amazing day full of gifts I never expected.  Waking to an amazingly beautiful and perfect late summer day in Vermont should be enough of a treasure;  perfect temperature, scattered white fluffy clouds dancing across the blue sky and a soothing breeze is surely a gift from benevolent nature spirits.  And yet, that was only just the beginning.

Earlier this week I met an amazingly beautiful lady who came to have Reiki with me.  She in and of herself, was a gift.  What a gentle, down to earth soul with a very soft voice that was instantly soothing and made me want to whisper myself.  Her session went incredibly with lots of beautiful Spirit surrounding her.  That alone is always humbling and incredible, but the love they sent to her was something I am not sure I have felt yet in any of my sessions.  It was so complete, unconditional and strong that when I attempted to try and explain the scope of it, nothing could even compare with plain language.  It was overwhelming and repeatedly brought tears to my eyes as the waves of love radiated to her, along with their messages of gratitude for all that she has done selflessly for others.  She deeply enjoyed the reiki and angel cards and I in turn enjoyed...no felt ridiculously blessed to meet and talk with this gentle spirit who sat in my office.

Today I had the pleasure of working on her husband, who is equally beautiful, while she enjoyed the quiet and peace of some meditation time in the room at the same time.  A couple of times she opened her eyes to look around before settling back into gentle repose as the session went on.  Messages came through that touched them deeply and without personally knowing the background, the validations came through one after another.  I felt completely at peace in their company and I am not sure still, who got more out of the sessions.

Before she left, came her gift of love.  She told me that as I was working by her husbands feet, she perceived a large angel standing behind me with his wings wrapped completely around me.  She said this angel radiated such love for me that she could feel feel it and see it and she knew I too was being cared for and looked after.  Instantly I wanted to cry while what I am certain was a huge smile played across my face.  You see,f in her session I had told her that when I work on others and am a channel or all that flows through me, I too get the healing and benefits.  I did not tell her that most often I am so intent on my clients that I rarely perceive those things around myself.  This time was no different.  I was concentrating so hard on the messages I was receiving for her husband and working with him that I never felt or noticed.  What a blessing of love she gave me to share what she saw and felt, one that I would not have known otherwise.  I always know they are near and with me, but to have someone share that with me was so profound that I drove home in tears and gratitude.

Our paths will surely cross again and i truly look forward to that occasion.  Bless you dear Earth Angel, and thank you for your gift.